Gotta Work it Out...

One of the many reasons why I suffer sleepless nights...

Oh goodness.... >__>



*inserts very loud and audible sigh*

Syok Sendiri

I know that I'm supposed to be doing work RIGHT now; right at this very moment, and I shouldn't even be here; blogging and posting pics up on my very own personal blog, but...


Dahla Robin doing sport-checks on me every now and then because he knows I have the attention span of a toddler, and would revert back to my procrastinating self if not kept under constant supervision... LOL.


Haha. So here it is, pics from Nat's 21st Bday @ III Club @ Heritage Row.

Another one turned 21. Legally legal, babeh!

(I know posting pics I've already posted on Facebook is just lame and sad but... phooey.)

I personally love this pic because it looks so damn natural. Candid shot, babeh.

First meeting with da Bong. Thumbs up for Ale. Heehee.

D'gang that attended Nat's Bday.

Shang and her..... 'nephew'. *coughs suspiciously*

The obligatory camwhore, poser, 'try-not-to-look-boring' shot.

We 'syok'ed sendiri, as usual.


Sometimes I feel guilty about being so wrapped up in our own little worlds, but hey... I had fun, so.... guilt gone! :P


Nat was busy of course, having to entertain the huge crowd that attended her partay. Shahril booked the top floor of the III Club for her Bday, so it was just her friends who were allowed in, sitting around and chilling out on the red sofas, with free alcohol and mixers on the boyfriend's tab. LOL. Lucky.


Shang complained because there was no dancing involved. That girl even suggested to hop over to one of the other clubs next door to dance. That girl arh, getting even more 'hip' than me. Hehe.



Back to work, Stef! :(

To wonder

"....Then, we have Stef a.k.a Aunty for me. She's the most kind-hearted person ever in this class...... I mean, she likes to protect helpless animal and so do human?! Being Robin's girlfriend, I can hardly imagine how she suffers in her life. To be a toy of a super hardcore dude like Robin is just as suffering as eating wasabi nonestop twenty four seven......"
(...taken off Nigel's blog: 'Aka no Sora')


Seriously, am I really?

Robin.

Robin and I got into a lil tiff in the past week or so partially because I gave him the cold shoulder in class.

Over a silly matter.

It’s just that I have so much faith and respect in him; and I know it’s not arrogance of any sort, it’s merely KNOWING that he is one of the BEST artist/designer/student in class. I apologized, simply because I couldn’t stand seeing him lose confidence over something I know he has the hidden capability in accomplishing, though sometimes he is not aware of it yet, he always manages to pull off something more than satisfactory, even when it comes to last minute work.

You’re a great artist bi, with so much talent in you waiting to be unleashed.

Never lose faith in yourself. :)

5:30 am

I am incredibly envious of girls who have the ability to walk with an air of grace and poise; especially those who are able to walk sensuously. I’m jealous of girls who walk so sexily, you just stop and stare whenever you see them walking from a distance.

Pity I walk like a clumsy mini elephant on the verge of tripping everytime I am up on my toes. :(


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It’s 5:30 am, and I’m up; sighing at the amount of workload that I have stored for me. I have to say that one of the worst things about being in a computer-based course is having to constantly learn and master new programs, which can be so stressful, it grinds your frustrations into tears.

I’m currently learning how to use 3D studio max, something I would need for future 3D modeling and animating.

I think it hates me. Sighhhh....

Nostalgia.

I went back to the ol’ secondary school during this year’s Sports Day to snap photos for my sisters who were participating in the event. Sam had her Pebarisan, whereas Sandy was up for the 400m, 1x100m relay and ‘tarik tali’.

the final countdown...

...and they're OFF!

Sandy in action :)

Sandy noticing that I was taking pictures of her. Bear in mind that I was VERY far away and was only able to take this shot because of my DSLR lenses.

It felt pretty good to be back. Memories of where my friends and I used to gather and chit-chat, favourite hang out spots, people-watching spots and even studying-spots are still fresh in my mind. Oh, the good ol’ days. Nostalgic betul…

the hallway to our classes, pass the smelly boys' toilets...

At one time, the students were given the liberty to 'conteng' as much as they wanted on these walls, because the principle allowed us to do so, naming this hallway 'Cetakan Rasa'.
Ironically, this was all put to an end because the students scribbled so much crap on the walls that the hallway looked so horrendously ugly. Curse words galore.

5 Bakti, oh how I miss you so. The seating arrangements have definitely changed over the years...

I was back on watch when the Sports Day was nearing the end. The Prefects waited anxiously for the results in hopes of winning for their great performance on field during the Pebarisan but.... the winning title went to the PRS.

It was hilarious that this boy DASHED out onto the field when the winners were announced.
He proceeded to.....


...wave the flag energetically, as if he was trying to provoke the Prefects (I am pretty sure that was his intention, LOL!)
Funny, nevertheless.
Notice how the PRS are cheering, the Prefects are actually amused at the guy, and how the Librarians are cheering the PRS on. Oh yes, the age old tradition of the PRS & Librarians vs the Prefects.

Hello, sam-chan :)

Building Castles in the Sky.

The lecturer asked, "Why is only the 'e' upside-down?"
"Because the 'e' represents my eyes. I tend to look at things from a different perspective."



I'd like to think of myself as being somewhat of a dreamer; a person whose head is constantly in the clouds, with her own ideals and principles of what life is all about.

I'm imaginative, though I think I used to be a lil' more idealistic in the last few years as compared to now. Suddenly I don't imagine and daydream so much; has reality finally hit me in the head?

Perhaps I've stopped doing things that used to inspire ideas and stories in me. From constantly reading, be it fiction or comics, drawing up a storm from random ideas; I've stopped doing all those and programmed myself like a robot, only drawing when there's assignments needed to accomplish.

Pain.

Some things are better off not knowing.
See, curiosity killed the cat.


Some times I absolutely detest being a girl.
Those 'times' involve a lot of tummy-grabbing, lifeless-like mind states and whiny complains.
Periods are a pain, literally.

I hate and will forever despise you, oh-pimples.

10 months of Couple-dom...

“Wow, we managed to tahan each other for so long.”
“……..…”
“Why do you always say ‘tahan’ like it’s a chore?” (-_-“)



Thank you for everything, moley-pants. <3

Just Maybe.

I'm feeling it...

This is getting annoying.

Maybe it's just me.